hungover

Im hungover again and may die......................... in other news i still want to kill everyone at uni.especially people in my uni groups that start sentences with the words "this meaning...."
also have canceled my gym member shit cuz lets face it once the car died a death there was little chance of getting on a bus headed to colne land of the weirdos. am back with my ex* again ( shortned from ex to the power of about 43 now. maybe 143 not too sure). i blame pinkjulia completely. it was her who introduced me and kept inviting him round for "video nights". if i had known then what i know now maybe i would have stayed at home instead of hitting the vodka and trying to drunkenly seduce him. which means i may now be with someone less hairy that comes round more than once a week and whos room is more female friendly (meaning not full of cds that can be knocked over by one wrong move....doesnt leave a lot in the way of spontaneous passion ill tell u that for free)i may still be drunk now im not too sure. i could hear my liver crying softly to itself earlier today.i think i did some stupid things last night. including attempting to play pool. also my nightmare came to life last night and i was chased up some staires by a dwarf. it was terrible i thought i was going to be dragged off to umpa lumpa land. well i am the right hight and look entertaining while dancing. also was chatting to a man that just looked like my uni tutor that i fancie (not in a really like him way but had a rude dream once and now cant look him in the eye).........not good as he said he lived in manchester. praying its not him so will have to corner said tutor on wednesday to check he hasnt got his tongue pierced. valentines day soon, preperations for disappointment already in progress......may buy bf cd with those vouchers ive been trying to get rid of since christmas..... will definately chose wrong cd and end up humiliated for "being seriously uncool, knowing nothing about music and not knowing him well enough" like i could ever keep up with his taste in music. might just pick up the most offensive blood covered dead baby looking cd i can find. that should make him happy. he will prob already have it somewhere minging away to itself.cant get him choclate now he has given up...maybe pretend i didnt know? could hold off sex till the 14th and then give myself as gift like at his birthday? cheap (:P) yet effective. decisions decisions. he had a spaz last yr cuz i didnt get him a card. or maybe it was the yr before i really cant remember. why r men so emaotional? whats the point in a card? am gonna have to find something soon. hes already drowing under the amount of aftershave he has so i cant get him that. hmm. maybe ill make him a collage of naked pictres of myself. must find friend with nice legs to copy and paste tho.